Music Is Part of ME!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Yesterday working at f&b job was fun. Maybe because of the chi-na who I don't really like wasn't working, off day. Both my favorites, ah teng and ah han are working! I love working with both of them. Clean up was fast. Not even 11pm, we were done. Slack around till 11.30pm the punch card. HOME!

Today woke up at 7am and left house around 8.10am… Though is sat but not going for jam.. Suppose to go KL to visit my “wai po”… BUT because of something, that plan was cancelled. End up going pula ubin. Is somehow a family outing, only 7 of us.

Had gone to pula ubin before. Like 3 times if I’m not wrong. First was during my sec2 ATC camp. Second was during the national camp. Third was during my sec3 ATC camp. AHHH! I’m miss those NPCC days… Training was shag but really fun. I wonder how’s everyone doing now???

We had our lunch there. Quite disappointed with the fried rice and my favorite, xin zhou bee hoon. Not nice. The rest still not bad and the prawns are very fresh. Left around 3pm++ and went to expo, quite crowded at the food fair. Actually, thinking of going suntec. My aunt is cosplay tailor. She told me there is some cosplay event carry on there. Hmmmm. Everyone was tired, includes me. So headed home instead.

When reached pioneer, I asked my cousin a very silly question. “Why I felt so tired when I just stand in the train an hour plus but I felt alright when I need to stand for 6 hours for working?” She answered me, “maybe, because I use too much strength on cycling today.” AIYO… Why I never thought of that leh. LOL.

I enjoyed my day with nothing bothering my mind… Forget about everything… Feels so great when getting close with the nature… I really miss my “wai po” house and my “wai po”… =(

Before my ns enlistment, am I able to make a trip down to see? I wanna go back, before 2 years of jailed?!

Photo will update tomorrow.... stay tune!

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !

Friday, November 20, 2009

A few mintues later, I got a called from my heritage hub supervisor, mabel. CRAP sia! The management is planning to transfer one of the imm stuff to tampiness as they are going to open another outlet at tampiness new shopping mall. WTF! Previously they said they cutting down cost of part timer, that's why I went to get another job. After a month later, they said they going to transfer one of our outlet stuff there as they need experience stuff to go there. WHY imm?! Now how?! They need part timer to work more right?! Treat us like what? When want us then come ask us to work more. When don't want us, don't need us, then kick us a side or make us work so little. F*** up sia. Let me guess... a few weeks or a month or 2, they won't need part timer again... At least now I find my f&b management is better then heritage hub. Sligthly! I got the day, the shift and I want... But heritage hub is more relax. At least don't need to put my hair up using hair band, wear cap and apron. Wash and clean up. Not smelly and can be the dj there. Most important, don't need to hear and see that chi-na. However, f&b working hour is slightly more hours and free a meal with drinks. There are songs played but not really like it and of course I can't change it too. Time past extreme fast. Both not bad actually and pay are the same. I'm alright with all the stuff in heritage hub but not all in the f&b. HOW?! This is another problem I'm facing now... I can spend my whole time working without giving myself time for school work.

Who can advise me what to do.... anyone listen to me?

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !

Now I'm having my lunch and blogging at the same time. Make my own lunch. Black pepper red bean egg and ice blended coffee. First time making ice blended at home. Still not too bad. Will be better when I make the next time. YUP ^^ Was surprise and happy when I received ah bao message in the morning. Hope we 3 can meet up soon. Update...

Below this video was intro by my bro. 蚊子 \m/ ROCK! If I'm not wrong, she is 14... kawaii huh ^-^

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Getting slightly better, but still not fully recover yet. Maybe tomorrow?! Working in the morning at f&b job. Wasn't that great. I accidentally cut my index finger. Quite deep, faster rinse it in the running tap water and my supervisor gave me 2 plaster. It still bleeds after I had put on the plaster. Quite pain and numb. Still alright... Maybe can't play bass using finger for a few days?! LOL. Don't really had good impression of the auntie working on the serving today. Actually 2 only. The other very quite and don't talk much, just smile. That 2 auntie are F***ing bossy can! Busybody and troublesome. Making breakfast for them still want this want that. Crap sia!!! As if they paid me to do for them. But still, feeling not bad la. Because doing bar and toast alone during the morning till 11.30++ till my colleague came and that chi-na I really don't like to be or work with. Not much people in the morning. Slack slack slack, and I felt damn peaceful before the CHI-NA bossy guy came lo. I'm enduring... For money sake, I had tooooooo. Wait! Wait till the day I quit, he gonna get it from me for sure. I can never stand a F*** Up chi-na standing on top of my head... F*** this world! Everything needs money. But I really loves working. I'm a workaholic! Same like my dad ^^ I even plan to work movie bites again. But the timing can't fit in my school timetable. Today I went to watch 2012 with my friends at cck and I saw familiar faces. I miss working there. My ex colleague said they now lack of stuff, due to most of the guys quit because of ns. They even asked me to come back work la... I even asked my friend should I go back work?! My friend asked me back, why I always want to tired myself by working so much and it sounds like I have finical problems, so in need of getting money. =x

2012, BRAVO... 2hour and 37min... Must watch!!! Worth it and I PROVE this message ^^
More movies coming soon. I'm waiting. Sound stupid when I d/l the movie and I still go to watch at cinema. BUT, is different when watching in cinema comparing to your lappy or tv...

Sometimes... things just can't help when it turns out that way. And is so difficult to make a choice or make up your mind. Whether to do or not. When you know it not gonna work out?! will you still try? or give up? You hoping to have it... But you scared you will lose it... painful more than joyful... cheerful less than hurtful...

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

E learning week, no need to go school for lecture and tutorial... but why not practical?!
Mon, went to school for rmv and msd practical. rmv practical starts at 10am. After 2 hours practical, break for 3 hours because 1pm to 3pm suppose to be smc lecture but due to e learning week... Meaning, is another 2 hours break instead. Meet zhi yang at library for doing the smc case study, also for the jap homework thing. Was great! Able to finish during the 3 hours and msd practical was -_-" I'm so sick so sick can.... I bet everyone can see. After msd practical, went to somewhere isolated place in school to rest, take a short nap... I slept like for a hour plus la. Suppose to go class on 6pm, I woke up at 6plus lo. SHIT!!! No choice, I give up... Go home rest instead...

Tue, SO sick sick and sick... Work morning on f&b, evening at heritage hub. Tomorrow working morning at f&b again. I alone open the bar and toast, but I don't know how to open bar yet!!! Well, don't think much. See how ba...

I'm so sick yet I still can work, why can't you?! ... I admit I'm weak but at least I have the responsible in doing anything... ahuh?! ^^

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Seems boring...

Fri?! After school, working. Sat?! Jamming, but only boon, chris and me... =( After jamming, slack at boon house then headed to raffles city to find my cousin. She is working there. After that, meet ran, slack. quan hua was there too. He drove us to some where we always go there for some drink. After chatting with quan hua, I learnt something important... Sun?! Working. After work, went shopping with kc. I spent my 3 days pay in less than a hour. No regrets ^^

Go for something you like... Your passion...

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Once Sway, Sway All the Way...

I'm damn sway can.

1) I lost my ez-link in school... Just top up and bought the train concession.
2) My ear piece spoil.
3) The ear piece I borrowed from my sis, spoil. I did nothing lo...
4) Yesterday, out of sudden, running nose.
5) PSP spoil. Keep hang...
6) Cash spend on making new ez-link, top up and train concession again...
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More to come or stop?!
stop here please...

Tue no school, work in the morning at f&b then evening heritage hub.
Wed no work but school, home rest, then meet ran and leng for dinner.
Thurs after school, make ez-link, then work at heritage hub.
Tomorrow after school, work at f&b.

Kinda tired...

learn to control... control, control & control...
teach me, give up? or hang on?
I'm lost.....

i wanna be SUPERMAN but i'm NOT !